★熙的二元次彩色日記(>3<)☆

Three days of teacher strike on Mon, Tue, Wed.

Thanks god for giving me enough time. 

Thanks god for helping me along, that I need not to worry everyday. 

Crazy life right now eh?

Things keep changing and chaning, world everlasting.

What can sperate from the highest existence?

I love you lord. I priase your name with all of my heart.

If I am to say something right now, it's about a person.  

One day, my life has a spark, like wrinkle in the lake.

Who are you, why do you want to be in my life?

Should I not wake you from this dream that I am nothing like what you think? 

It's only a dream that I and you, us never existed. 

Would you forgive me if I chose to hurt you less as I forsake you now? 

I don't have same feelings as you do.

I am sorry to disappoint you.

We live in world that are entirely different.

To me, you are alien, interesting at first, boring afterward.

My heart is full, with god, at least for now. 

I long for the answer from him, what he likes me to do, to be.

You aren't the first who tried to approaches, not the last either.

I have no disrespect in you, just that I am not ready.

We have met only for weeks, not long.

You expected too much from me, more than I can accept.

You are selfish, self-centred, but I don't blame you.

May god be with you, bless you and guide you.

I've lost it, the interests and motivations. 

And my heart has someone else who I can't approach yet gives me hope.

You should really take my advises as they come from my heart.

We have nothing in commons, nothing but the language, yet you don't express yourself.

You should open your heart, and mind to this world you are breathing in.

Hope that you understand the real life as time passes, when you aren't too late.

From now on, we can only be friends, unless you change or I change.

I shall love, because you love me first.

Lord, please give me strength to face the day, and share your love for me. 

God, may you be unto me, with me and lead me seek your way.

May your kingdom come.

amen